Regrets...
As much as i have many regrets in life, probably the worst which always haunt me would be the fact that i liked this girl who i met on the very first day of my poly student life. She is not the prettiest of the bunch neither the brightest ( Well but still she is the second prettiest and the second top scorer in class HAHA), but actually what really caught my attention was how she can smile so brightly and in a very gentle manner, and the way she can be so crappy but still the quiet type at the same time.
I liked her the first time i seen her, but it got worse as i become more and more siao as time goes. I think i suffer from some kind of boy school disease, which render me speechless everytime she was around. I think everyday the only thing i can muster out would be " Good Morning " and " Bye Bye". All i did was just admire her from afar.
Being my useless and " Dun even dare to look at her properly" self, i went on to admire for bout one semester before I started to make my move..... Talk to her on msn.... hahahahah..... it was really a major step for me. Everything went quite well, as we became closer as frens but just frens. Somehow i never dared to do anything more, never asked her out, never told her of my feelings.
Everything came to an end when i got together with my Ex. I stopped thinking bout her for about a good 8 months before she came back to haunt me again. Well this story never really have a ending at all, just about a guy who lack the guts and courage to do anything. Enough about how lame i was. This chapter may still continue though, i just met her again today at school during SGB collection, it was a stroke of luck, she is now in SMU coming back to revise and me, just helping out in SGB walking around the canteen. She looks better nowadays, but still too early to tell if i still feel anything, probably not though ..... All these feeligns shuld just belong to the past.
