It is THAT time of the day again ! 5 in the morning stuck with my laptop on my bed and cant fall asleep...... man .... i gonna miss these times when i am in army...
My mum is getting more and more paranoid nowadays now that i am goin army. I can already foresee her bursting into tears when she is sending me in ... awkward.... but she is my mum and i love her alot despite all the bickers we have ( argument is a more apt word but bickers makes it nicer ). She was warning me about seeing "dirty" things in the camp a few days ago, still telling me stories bout army she heard from her friend who heard from another friend in the market. I mean if i see anything ... most likely i CANT do anything (other than run of course, but seriously..... playing catching with ghost isnt exactly that fun), so whats the point of worrying.
Well my mum aside, today was a chill out day for me. Met alex in the afternoon for gym, i was about an hour late (Even though the gym is just 5 mins walk away), it was all due to the fact that my bed refuses to let me leave the house, apparently it seems to know that i am goin army soon and wants me to spend more time with it. Haha, the lousy reason aside, alex was not really angry also. We did our usual stuffs and head out to J8 for our meal.
Managed to convince the pizza hut staff that i am still a student despite my bald army style hair and had a nice student set lunch. Chat about all kinds of things, ranging from, our christmas plans, new year plans, my coming bday plans, our holiday plans, soccer plans, future plans, etc etc.
Quite frightening, this whole concept of growing up, but this is what makes an adult life interesting. There is no telling what will happen in the future but because of this my dream can have no limits, and whether i can achieve this dream will be dependent on me. Time to stop thinking that allowance every week is a given,life out there isn't that nice. To succeed, it is no longer bout reading up textbooks and writing notes, it will be the amount of hardwork and persevering through even the toughest time. Probably life wun be this boring after this. Time for me to actually takes steps towards my dream.
