WOOTs ! its halloween today. But sadly tmr i will be do duty back at camp as punishment T.T . Dun ask what did i do, let just say i was slightly mischievous. Anyway looking on a bright side, had an rather early book out today, so can enjoy and go party later ( its halloween ~ i may be broke now but still.... by improvising, i suppose i can come out with a nice costume. )
Finally ... commissioning soon. Everyone in camp is in a commissions mood now. Cant wait to commission in the parade square and let my parent put on my rank. This is probably what motivated me to go OCS in the first place. To make my parents proud and try to experience and see my limit. Well however once it is all over, i guess it will be rather sad and lonely.. true lar, the 9 months of training was indeed tough and both mentally and physically challenging but through it, friendship was born. The past 9 months was probably all bout OCS, i didnt realli have much time for other things. Now that it is over, i guess i gotta start thinking about what to do ..... Hmmmm....
We are all pretty tight in the tankee course, 20 ppl and hellish training seems to be to best way to bond ppl. Hahah, anyway now that most of the training is done, we are mostly chilling and playing in our bunks talking who to ask to go for our coms ball. Coms ball is a huge headache for most, well cuz we have to bring a partner for coms ball ! Hahah plus it cost like 500 for coms ball ( that is why i am broke T.T ) .
Haiz enough about my camp, been rather troubled for the past few days.....
Well my sister seems to want to go oversea attachment ! Very much ! how can i not be worried when my sister is goin oversea by herself for 6 months !?!?! how she even goin to take care of herself when she dun even noe how to do chores or cook; last time when our parents go oversea , it is alway me cooking for her and stuff .... HOW SHE GONNA SURVIVE ?! PLUS ONE GIRL OVERSEA !!!!! SHE CANT EVEN DEFEND HERSELF.
ok..... i noe i may have over-reacted ( OR NOT ).... but seriously...........
ok to be truthful, i think i have been alittle overprotective in this. She is already 18 and should be old enough to noe what she want. But somehow, i cant help but be worried, she is my onli sis afterall.......... a part of me is worried dun want her to go and another ( the most rationale and sensible part ) feels that i shuld support her wish.
Guess i am realli childish as a bro ba .... cant make myself to go support her.....................
ANYWAY MY SIS SHULDNT KNOW ABOUT ALL THESE ............ ANYONE WHO TELL HER WILL _____ ( FILL IN THE BLANK WITH THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY U SEE URSELF DIE )
Anyway now that i know that people seems to be still reading this blog..... my commissioning parade is on the 13th dec .... and YOU are invited ~ =D
I have thought through le.. no matter what.. i shuldnt give up..........................
