Alrite.... first up..... i have finally sorted out all my doubts ... woots ....

Life is pretty bright of the past week back at SAFTI preparing for my commission parade on the 13th dec, except for the fact i had a bad ankle sprain on thurs and had to go to NUH. i would be kidding if i tell u i wasnt afraid, at first i thought it was just a sprain which hurt like hurt but after i tried taking a few step and i cant walk, i start to be afraid that i broke my ankle especially seeing how swollen it became.... Even the medical officer think that may have fracture. At that moment i was pretty devastated, if i have a long term injury i probably wun be able to take part in the parade.

Ok, one thing straight, commission parade and the commission ball is pretty much what every single cadet look forward to and work towards to for the past 9 months , the day u march out in front of our parents, with all your pride and the president ( or ministers ) commission you to be an officer of the SAF. It is quite a big event and to tell me that i cant go for if just cause of a stupid morning jog.... it will pretty much kill me.

Aniway, my bones were pretty strong so it is alrite.... Haha......
Want to ask u to come to the parade, but guess u probably wun
Aniway Sek is back ! Met up with him ytd .... 9 months in Aus but still the same old crazy ass.... knew him since Primary 4, as we would always sit all the way back in the class together, playin and toking bout all sort of nonsenses....

Thought alot during the past weeks when i was "off", realised that pretty much what drive us on is hope, just like how i push myself on for the past 9 months to become an officer. Hope actually made us feel more alive as it promises something better for us in the future and not being stagnant.... Ever since that i am nearing the commission i guess i lost my aim and had nothing to hope for.... but i know now i should take a step forward and start learning how to be an adult, improve myself, and start fulfilling those stuffs which i said i wuld do when i grow up. Time to start taking steps to achieve my dreams........

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