This song is like trapped in my head ever since i watch "the wedding singer". Sweet lyrics.
Found out she got a boyfriend, abit stupid to be affected by it, after all havent seen her for the past 2 years
Makes u wonder, it wuld be nice to have someone u realli love. Haha as i am saying all these, xiuxing is probably thousand of miles away in germany with charlotte. Ahhh, goes to show, nothing really matters if the two really love each other; race, distances, looks, language.....
Thought i have forgotten bout her... apparently not, i guess...... Goes to show, nothing happens if u do nothing and soon she is gone with someonesle
Going to be 22 soon ( hate to admit it ). Haiz i am depressed.... so fast 22 le...... soon wrinkles will appear and my daily routine will be sitting on a rocking chair and playing chess in the void deck ... NOOOOooooooo ~

12:03 AM

I am bored .... Haha not used to having so much time.... and being so poor as i am now ( due to ALL the celebrations, the coms ball, certainly burn up all the money in my coffers), i even miss the trip with alex and sek to malaysia... haiz ....... oh well, i get to do a countdown and spend more time with my family on the bright side....

I want to join the 84 km marathon !! Haha sounds crazy enough and judging that i am still not fully recovered from my sprain ( still cant last running longer than 30 mins ), guess i will put it off and just aim to do the 42km next year.... hopefully can pull off some good timings....

Time to go training then...........

6:03 AM

Watched Yes man yesterday, became a fan of zooey deschanel, she became my dream girl (or at least her character) ~ Haha

Suddenly in mood for romance movie, so went on to watch wedding singer at home....Great movie......

U probably wondering why i have so much time to do all these, ITs CUZ I AM ON LEAVE TILL 4TH NEXT YEAR! WOOTS.... Haha feels great to be slacking around again. So much happened since13th dec when i commissioned, there was zoukout, where i had a time of my life partyin with xiuxing, sek and martin, then one week of block leave which was spent mostly at camphobic( great fun to be with primers), my coms ball, which was relatively fun, delivery for Sgb (Tiring since i was at coms ball then night before and onli had like 2 hrs of rest), my first two days reporting at 48SAR as an officer, christmas eve with the primers gang again (fun to see jiamin wenya yujing they all again)

Just knew that my posting was coy 1 PC, and suddenly felt quite scared, probably from all the responsibilities, it is in a different league compared to my time leading in primers, in all other events or situations, the man depend on you even though they are probably more experienced and well trained in the machine compared to u. Been studyin abit to catch up with them. Knowing that they will have to depend on u in times of war.... u cant let them down. Thats probably why i have been tryin so hard. Will be goin off to germany for 3 wks at feb, partially excited, partially scared, partially sad........3 weeks is long .........................................................

10:02 PM