I am stress....
Just realized, nothing can be worst than having expectations piled on you......
i know so little, and with my limited ability, i must lead these platoon of men who are probably ten times more experience than me..... Sucks
Have been reading and studying as much as i can ( YES! I AM STUDYING )(FIRST TIME IN THE 22 YEARS OF BREATHING, I AM PUTTING SO MUCH EFFORT INTO STUDYING !), just not enough, just not confident enough......
Sucks.......I feel tired ... and sick .. and my ankle seems to be suffering from stress injury ( thanks to the lack of care i showed it when i sprain it the last time )
Sucks to be me ..... Dec ... come quickly .... Looking forward to retirement ... haha