Chinese new year just went past in a blink of an eye.... it used to be the time of the year which i would look forward to and enjoy it the most... however somehow nowadays all the festivals seems ever so normal...

Maybe i am grown up now, and many things just doesn't excites me as much as it used to.... emotions fades as with age and growing to be numb to many things..... excitement and hope are replaced with worries and stress...... all seem like part and parcel of growing up.

Yesterday was primers DnD, saw the hard work which weiling they all put in to the event, regardless of the turnout or what, their efforts are there for all to see, just hope they can enjoy their remaining time in primers and their friendships and bond will continue even after they pass on the baton....

DnD was great, especially the skit and video. Wanted to stay with them after it but already made plans to go city alive with wei ming jiun hoe and kyna. City alive was expectedly boring..... haha, but i enjoyed watched the dance performance though. Dj werent that good though...

Saw alot of my past photos in the video, i guess i really did change alot, lost abit weight, my sense of humor was also shaved away as the age seeps in, so were my carefree attitude. How i wish that the clock can turn back, and the future not look so bleak and unforgiving.

and how i wish i can see you again

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